2009 Resolutions~

Dear bloggerz,

Happy New Year 2009 again.

Thinking of this new coming 2009, reminds me to the past.

2008 and years backward.

Did all my resolutions n wish of past years fulfilled?

So far I am so satisfied of my life these past new years except for certain thing.

Yes certain thing,

certain mission,

certain hope and wish,

I couldn't afford to fulfill.

Unsatisfied.

Disappointed.

These things are no such a big deal anyway.

But i couldn't walk straight n smile because of these no-big deal.

And here was come 2009.

*Smile and sigh*

I will.

To get over all this.

I will.

To make all my dreams come true.

I will.

To fulfill my resolution.

Please God, help me with this. Aminn~

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::My 2009 Resolutions::

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5 - (cannot be displayed, restricted)

6 - I wish that all my dreams above come true.

7 - Of course to be a better person ever after.


Hey pals, sorry I don't know somehow few of my resolutions couldn't be displayed.

Oh yes, maybe they we traced as private and confidential. Restricted to be shared to others.

What so ever lah.

All I hope is all my dreams come true.

True and meaningful.

Get ready for this?

Yes I do.

Thank You and Welcome to year towards triumph.

=)

Authored,
Azra @ Zera

=) =) The best movie ever!! -BEDTIME STORIES- =) =)

Yesterday I watched 'Bedtime Stories' with Tina at Alamanda (the nearest we cud reach).

Hey people, I tell u this is the best movie I ever watch out of others thru the year of 2008!

If U guyz notice, I'v listed all the movies I ever watched this 2008 year at previous post.

And the last listed movie is - Bedtime Stories. Bedtime Stories is the last movie I watched - and the last is the most admirable - hey I must say the most AWESOME!!


I rate this movie 5 star out of 5 star. =) =)

Can you imagine all the way the movie is showing on, the audience non-stop howled with laughter and guffawing out loud~


This movie is killing funny! No wonder it is so, because the acting by Adam Sandler.

I bet this movie is so so so cool, great, worhly, unforgettable, cheering n the best movie I ever watch.


The plot also damn damn much interesting because it is a new creative idea to be represented in such a movie.

I couldn't tell U much about this movie.


You better go and watch your own seat.

Yes, you will not regret to watch.


But please make sure U come earlier because because I believe the ticket is selling out very fast.

I even only got seats 2nd row from the second - but it is not that bad, we still enjoying! N U know what? The cinema hall is fully seated!

So now are u trusting me that the movie is awesome? ;p


I love and enjoyed the movie very-very much! ;D



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The Review.

Bedtime Stories is a 2008 American family-fantasy-comedy film directed by Adam Shankman that stars Adam Sandler (his first appearance in a Disney film).

Sandler's production company Happy Madison and Andrew Gunn's company Gunn Films have produced the film, and Walt Disney Pictures is distributing it. It has been rated PG for some mild rude humor and mild language.

Synopsis.

Hotel handyman Skeeter Bronson's life is changed forever when the bedtime stories he tells his niece and nephew start to mysteriously come true. He attempts to take advantage of the phenomenon, incorporating his own aspirations into one outlandish tale after another, but it's the kids' unexpected contributions that turn Skeeter's life upside down.

Starring:

Adam Sandler as Skeeter Bronson
Keri Russell as Jill
Guy Pearce as Kendall
Russell Brand as Mickey
Richard Griffiths as Barry Nottingham
Teresa Palmer as Violet Nottingham
Lucy Lawless as Aspen
Courteney Cox as Wendy
Jonathan Morgan Heit as Patrick
Laura Ann Kesling as Bobbi
Jonathan Pryce as Marty Bronson
Nick Swardson as Engineer
Kathryn Joosten as Mrs. Dixon
Mikey Post as Angry Dwarf
Rob Schneider as Thief
Thomas Hoffman as Young Skeeter
Abigail Droeger as Young Wendy

Picture: Adam Sandler

CORETAN: Mimpi Nan Meresah Jiwa~ (Note: No translation in English)

Hari ni ntah camne aku bangun lambat. Dekat pukul 8 baru terbangun.

Tu pn bangun secara terkejut, n bagun2 je tgk2 da lewat da. N kepala rasa sakit sangat after bangun. Biasa org kate kalau bangun dlm keadaan terkejut, kepala akan rase sakit sangat.

Tambah-tambah pulak aku mimpi pelik-pelik mase tido, n terbangun dlm keadaan terkejut.

Sejak akhir-akhir ni, aku selalu mimpi teruk2, pelik2, n tak best. Tak tau kenapa.

Hari Ahad baru-baru ni pun aku mimpi sesuatu yang sangat2 tak best. And mimpi tu melibatkan seseorang yang sangat rapat dengan aku.

Cite mimpi tu tak payah la aku cite kan kat sini. Tak enak untuk diceritakan. Kesudahan mimpi tu sgt2 sedih tapi tergantung. Mimpi tu end mcm tu je bile aku terbangun dari tido. Adess~

Petang isnin baru-baru ni lak, aku berniat nak tido jap. Da lame sebenarnye tak tido petang, more exact da lame aku tak tido siang ni semenjak da keje ni walaupun hari weekend.

Aku terbangun dari tido petang tu secara tiba2, tu pn after mimpi pelik aku end. Kali ni aku mimpikan seseorang yang lain yang aku tengah berkrisis dengannya wat masa ni.

Dalam mimpi tu, camne ntah kitorang leyh terjumpa kat mane2 ntah, then dengan tak puas hati aku tanya die pasal hal krisis yang sedang kitorang alami sekarang ni. Dan die juga menyatakan ketidakpuashatiannya terhadap aku tanpa die soal selidik hal tu.

And ade la kronologi-kronologi kisah kami itu dlm mimpi tu. Tapi mimpi tu pun takde solution nye. End mcm tu je. And aku bangun pun dekat-dekat maghrib dah.

Ahh. Mimpi itu mainan tidur. Mainan syaitan. Aku tak suke sebenarnya tido petang-petang sebab memang tak elok pun. tapi hari tu memang tak tahan ngantuk nye.

Aku terfikir, kan best kalau mimpi tu jadi realiti. Krisis yang dialami dapat dirungkaikan seliratnye. Tapi tak tau la. Aku malas nak fikir lagi.

Malam tadi aku mimpi pelik-pelik lagi.

Isy kenapa la aku asyik mimpi pelik2 je akhir-akhir ni. Akhir-akhir 2008 ni.

Aku terfikir sendiri. Dah lama aku tak baca Al-Quran. Kitab suci junjungan Nabi itu. Dah few months gak aku tak membaca kalimah Allah itu. Astagfirullah.

Aku terasa nak baca kitab suci itu, menjernihkan hati aku yang kurang tenteram sejak-sejak akhir ini. Bukan sebab penenang jiwa saje. Tapi memang tanggung jawab kite sebagai umat Islam, wajib membaca dan menjunjung kitab suci agama itu. Bukan sebagai perhiasan semata-mata.

Esok 2008 menjengah kita. Menutup diari 2008 untuk selama-lamanya, kenangan pahit-manis, segala apa yang kita lakukan hanya akan terpalit dalam ingatan. Tak akan pupus memori itu.

Semoga 2009 yang bakal bertandang dan melabuhkan sauhnya untuk lembaran baru memberi kehidupan yang lebih bermakna dan membawa sejuta kejayaan, kegembiraan, dan kenangan yang lebih manis.

Sayounara 2008~
Welcome home 2009~

World Wide Wedding Day - Hari Perkahwinan Sedunia~

i named today with the title above - World Wide Wedding Day.

because i dramatically attended 3 weddings in a day.

yes i make it real!

the most numbers of wedding i had attend is at most 2. but this is 3. again 3 okay.

orite, i hope next time i will able to attend 4 or more wedding in a day. Not possible if it might happens in the future. Oh i hope i will, dare me?

yes today is the World Wide Wedding Day.

"Pukul lah tabuh, pukul lah tabuh pukul rebana.."

Selamat Pengantin Baru to;

1) Kak Azwa - my always-missed ex-room mate
2) Kak As - ex colleague
4) Afif - Wanie the Copot brother

Semoga berbahagia ke akhir hayat!

Bowling on 1 fine Saturday

Place of event: Alamanda.

Time of event: 4-6pm, Saturday, 27th December 2008.

Today we the family out for a bowling tournament. Opps. Not A tournament actually. It was just a out-for-fun event.

Oh yes it quite some times since we were out for bowling. The last time we used to play bowling i remembered was around August, few weeks before Ramadhan - at The Mines.

There are 5 of us -

1) Ayah - player entitled as ZACK
2) Mama - player entitled as RAMLAH
3) Me - player entitled as ZERA
4) Azrie - player entitled as AZRI
5) Ajiq the 4 year-old-lil boy - CHEER LEADER N THE ONLY CHEERER OF THE DAY~

Make it 1 game per person (tho i bet it will not that satisfying), we took for about 2 hours until we finished the game - we can even make it for 1 hour for real - it was delayed due to some distractions from the cheer leader. Gosh.

N here are the score board. (Sorry the score is keep prohibited to consider the sensitivity of each player)

1st Winner - Zack. Congrat dad. I know u deserved it. Please get your prize at the organizer table.

2nd Winner - Zera. It's Me. Oh yeah, oh yeah! =)

3rd Winner - Mama. Good try. Try again next year.

Loser. Ihik. - Azrie. Keep trying boy. Losing is the beginning of the winning.

Good bye Saturday.

I wish for another game with pals n peeps.

Daa~

My New Rings~ =)

Another precious glorious stories of mine.

Alamanda - Saturday - 27th December 2008.

I own my new ring~ Hee~ Syioknye!

Mama bought a 916 (pure) gold ring for me, from 1 of the famous jewels outlet in Alamanda.

Thanks Mama, love you forever! --<3

N i just learnt n discovered 1 thing, 1 fact. My finger size is 10 1/2 or the most 11! So i keep this an experience or i shud say reference in the future. Oh please i know u know what i mean. The wedding. Ihik. Malu. ;p

I love my new ring. Love. Love. Love.

Here I show you the new ring of mine.



That's it. 1,2,3 hold. Ok2, i am joking. this is not the ring of mine.

I couldn't upload the photo(s) (even though i have snapped couples of pictures of my new ring) here at my blog, to prevent any unexpected inconvenience or in other note, to retain the security of the ring and the lord of the ring - me.

Takut yang berniat jahat bisa merompak harta kesayangan ku ini. Aduhh. Mohon dijauhkan!!

Mirror-mirror hanging on the world,
Whose twinkling ring is that?
Mirror: The ring is belong to you my dear
The ring is belong to you..

=) 2008 Movie of My List =) =)

Hello Friday of Dec 26th 2008..

2009 is just around the corner, 2008 is waving goodbye for a never come back year.
I am sitting on my chair n thinking; 2008 given me lots of memories.

I grin meaningfully. 2008 is the year I most enjoyed myself to the fullest up to date.

Out for a hang with frens. Participate such many activities. Study hard for final effort. Out for Movie. Movie? Yes Movie.

Suddenly, I remember my movie I ever watched out for 2008. Frankly speaking, 2008 is the year I out for movie the most frequent! I do really a movie craze~

I watch all genre of movie - scary, thriller, humor, romance, action, fiction, life - and I do enjoy most of them!

Well below are the movies I ever watched for this year.

Lists of my 2008 Movies I had watched (Listed from the earliest to present) – And How Many Star I rate to these movies (Out of 5 Star)

1) Jumper - *** and half

2) Meet the Spartans - **

3) Sweeney Todd - ***

4) The Golden Compass - ** and half

5) Enchanted - ***** (enjoyed this movie)

6) Beowulf - *** and half

7) Congkak - ***

8) Iron man - ****

9) The Incredible Hulk - ***

10) Kungfu Panda - ***** =)

11) Get Smart - ***** (awesome funny + enjoyable movie)

12) The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian - *** and half

13) The Dark Knight - ***

14) Hancock - ***

15) Kami The Movie - *** and half

16) The Strangers - ****

17) Quantum of Sollace - ****

18) Mama Mia! - ****

19) Max Payne - ** and half

20) Disaster Movie - ** and half

21) Madagascar: Escape to Africa - ****


22) Bolt - ****

23) Histeria - *** and three quarter

24) The Day the Earth Stood Still - ***

25) Bedtime Stories - ****

And here is the lists of movie I wished to watch but I lose the chance =(

1) Journey to the center of the earth
2) Hellboy 2
3) Love Guru
4) Prom Night
5) Quarantine
6) Twilight - greatest regret/dissapoint for not able to watch this movie ;'(
7) Yes Man

2009 – What the movie are next?

Wait n watch.

See Ya. Cheese~ xD

PENA AZRA:: 1 nYtE @ yANA'S hOUsE

LAst nite, aku temankan Yana tdo kt umah die. Cz hubby die xde kne gi outstation, so aku la ajdi peneman die tdo malam. Seb bek aku unmarried lg, ley la meneruskan misi. Klau tak, takde nye ler..heheh~

Well, aku consider la patut gk temankan Yana, cz 1st, area umah die tu (presint18) still baru, tak ramai resident lg, so still sunyi lg la.. 2nd, umah die apartment, papehal jd susah gk, org dh r x rmai nak2 lg umah apartment sume org wat hal masing, lau umah teres ley gk cabut terus ke.. 3rd, Yana ni baru kawen (bln8) so die tak bese la dok sorg2, 1st husband die xde ngan die (tu pn terpaksa la cz husband die da kne gi outstation)..

So mlm td aku pn temankan la Yana.. Yana masakkan utk aku, dibantu oleh aku sendiri.Ahaks! Kitorang masak sambal udang, bendi goreng kicap n ikan goreng. Sedap gk r~ huhu

Then wat la pe2 xtvt yg patut, tgk Yana's wedding photo album, tgk TV, borak2, men internet smpai la tertido..

Hehe, sonok gk r the nite~ Takpe tolng kawan2, aku pn free n available, ley la nak teman~

Orite, aku nak wat keje da ni, tak sabar2 nak cuti je sbnrnye ni! =)

Looking forward for Long-Break~ (cross-fingered) xp ;p

PENA AZRA:: My Final Dicision Towards The Dilemma~

Hye readers..


Me back again.


Kalau ade yg notice my previous post, cite how dilemma I am, sgt2 bingung n keliru. Dilema dlm mmbuat kputusan, susahnye nak buat keptusan wktu tu.


For weeks, I am so messed up. Banyak benda nak pike n wat dlm 1 masa. Byk benda nak kne consider. I am keep thinking n thinkig for several weeks to make a decision n to make sure my decision is the best for me.


N finally on 18th December 2008 - aku da membuat satu keputusan!


My decision is postpone my master (suppose to register on 18th Dec 2008 n start class at 29th).


Sebab-sebabnya adlh sperti berikut:

1) I am waiting for PAC (PTD Assessment Centre) result in which according to SPA officer, the result will b out around Jan 2009 - if pass this PAC - will called for interview around Feb 2009 - so, estimately to start posting around March/April 2009 (if pass the interview anyway) - in case la aku smbung master december ni, then tbe2 kne panggil start duty s PTD in that March/April (kalau ade rezeki lulus PAC n interview la. try to b positive), so means that my study in master akan terkandas/tergantung tgh2 jalan sbb I dont ever finish the final semesrer examination - ini bermksud aku akn gagal semester sbb berhenti tgh2 jalan, so duit + yuran pngajian sume burnt! - that's y I think I shud postpone my master semntara menunggu result PTD n wut comes next.


2) Aku sgt sayangkan kerja aku skrg ni. well I wud like to say that the real reason I wanna stay is becuz my team mates in the office. Kitorang sgt serasi, n aku tak bersedia lagi nk tggalkan kwn2 ofismate ni. Ayu pn decide nak stay lagi kt department ni. N most of thing, tak smpai hati nak tinggalkan kerja skrg, cz my task ni still rancak n need continuous supervision + management. Klau aku blah dr ofis ni, tak tau ape jadi ngn projek-projek yg aku handle ni - sure kelam kabut camne mase mule2 aku take over. Aku kesian kt bos aku, susah plak die nak train org baru. Frankly speaking aku penat gak wat keje ni, tapi kuatkan semangat sbb ade kwn2 yg sporting n supportive n entertaining. Work environment pn so far still ok.


3) Nak kukuhkan financial. Nak blaja pn finance mesti ade, mesti kukuh. Aku nak blaja ni taknak gune sesen pn duit my parents. Biar ats usaha aku sndiri. So dgn extension of my current work ni, hopefully dpt mengukuhkn lg financial aku. Ahaks. =) N my boss pn is attempting to promote few of us to higher position, Kire upgrade la. gaji pn upgrade. I am waiting for that! =)


4) Ikut gerak hati. Few weeks ni aku mintak petunjuk dr-Nya agar bantu aku wat keptusan yg terbaik. InsyaAllah n ALhamdulilah ini adalah gerak hati aku. Semoga Tuhan terus dan sentiasa bantu aku untuk memilih jalan yang benar. Aminn..


Aku berdoa agar keputusn yg aku dah amek ni adlh yg terbaik utk diri aku. InsyaAllah~

Finally. I'v made the decision! Hurmmm.. (sambil menghela nafas lega yg pnjang) ;)

PENA AZRA:: Wedding Invitation-3 in 1-Oh Gosh!!

Hi all,

Another story to be shared.
I have 3 wedding invitation as for the same day - that will be on 28th December 2008 (sunday).
The 3 wedding invitation are from;

1) Wanie's brother - Wanie is my school close fren - we used to b in the same class for 3 years at SMSS and also same lecture at KMJ - her family and mine is also known to each other - the family fren - so I must attend this wedding

2) Kak Azwa - my ex-roomate when we are at our first year degree at Kolej Rahim Kajai, UKM - we are so so close to each other the whole year being rumets~ - lots of good and bad time cherished together - attending her wedding is a must!

3) Kak As - she's me ex-colleage during my short period working at TopGlove Group at banting - a production company before I transfer to my present job - even tough we known each other in a short period of time, we are quite close that moment - she's a nice person to be with - n i must attend her wedding too or else she will going to 'merajuk'..haha~

So this my big2 matter - a rushing day where I have to plan well and make sure I will be in each event ni matter how.

Well, my plan is;
First, Go to Kak As Wedding at Banting
Then go to Kak Azwa wedding at Putrajaya - I want to be there at the moment she's showing on the 'Pelamin'/ Bersanding event!
Then finally together with my family we will go to Wani's brother wedding.

Huh, what a tiring day~
What most important, I want to makes them happy and share the happiness of their wedding by hoping I will deserving mine too~ =)

See ya Sunday! Cheese~ xp

p/s: Tak sabarnye nak kawen gak..huu~

PTD Assessment Center (PAC) - The Experience

11 December 2008 (sorry i am quite some days lett out writing this in my blog) - Well this event happened pn 11th Dec 2008 ok!

Hari ini merupakan hari penting bagi aku. Iaitu the PTD Assessment Centre (PAC), penilaian tahap kedua utk memasuki jawatan PTD dlm kerajaab after exam on 23th August aritu..

Alhamdulliah aku da lulus exam PTD - 23 Ogos yg lepas.

So hari ini adalah PAC - penilaian kedua. Registration supposd to 8am - 9.30am. Tapi aku sampai awal lebih kurang 7.30am.

Erm semangat pn ade, ngantuk pn ade sebab mlm td aku tak dapat tdo. AKu klau nak menghadapi hari penting memang susah nak tido. Lagi satu problem aku klau badan da terlampau penat pn susah nak tido. Semalamnya (Wednesday) aku penat giler menguruskan satu hal penting. N sampai ke mlm otak aku still ligat berfikir beberapa mlsh yg dtg sejak akhir-akhir ni. Tapi mls nak pike byk2 mlm td, baek pike hal esok, tapi aku nak study paper pn (knonnya nak study current issue prepare to public speaking and so on, ni xtvt yg dorang spot la akn dibuat time PAC) tak boley masuk, otak da penat, tapi mata tak bley lelap. Nape la? Aku tak ingat pukul bape last2 aku tertido n pagi td aku bangun awal giler dlm 630am siap-siap nak ke PJ for the PAC.

Ok back to the story, sampai je kat INTAN WILAYAH TENGAH (INTENGAH), PJ hati aku berdebar-debar, semangat ade, excited ade, mcm perasaan ade. Tengok da beberapa org da smpai awal gk cam aku. Sempat borak2 n berkenalan dengan candidate laen.

Kul 8 pagi - start registration - tag aku No.69 - actually sume candidate akan ditagkan dengan nombor masing. Dan fasi/evaluator akan panggil kami dengan no. kami saje bukan name.

After regstrtn, ade sesi fotografi ikut no. giliran. After that taklimat pasal post PTD. N SPA juga telah announce satu berita baru lagi mengejutkan, iaitu PTD intake starting 2009 onwards adalah dilantik secara kontrak selama lebih kurang 2-3 tahun, dlm after tempoh itu perlu melalui beberapa requirement cm Psikology Test, head of department recommendation, 2nd PAC n ujian lain before diserapkan ke jawatan PTD tetap. Pendek cite tempoh kontrak itu same dgn probation period or tempoh percubaan mcm yg ade kt most agency / company. Bayangkan la baper banyak stages yg perlu ditempuhi before betol2 layak jadi PTD yg btol2 PTD. N format baru ini adalah arahan dr KSN kite sebab maybe ade aduan kate PTD sebelum-sebelum tidak berkualiti n tak layak n whatsoever la, pastu senang-senang naik pangkat.

Meaning here, format pengambilan PTD telah diubah 100% to more complicated+strict+transparent. perhh, susah kan?

Apepn we just accept la ape yg dorg dah plan utk kite. Maybe they all buat ni after high consideration+ good rationality. Wallahualam..

Nway aku nak share the story of being in the PAC. Mase tgh line up for registarion, terjumpa my old-skool-fren, Melle or her real name Farah Malissa. Serously for years never met up with each other. She's still she is. I have some short conversation bile ade gap sebab die tak same grup ngan aku in all the activities.

Well the actvties for this new format PAC divided into 3;

1) Intellectual Group Discussion - English Talk - we'r give a topic n to discuss this topic - time ni aku teringat cam group discussion dlm MUET - ala2 camtu la, the difference is this discussion is within quite numbers of discusser - up to 10 people

2) Debat Ala Parlimen - Fasi bagi satu topic yg ade contradiction - then ade 2 group, 1 group as pencadang, the other as pembangkang.

3) Physical Test -

First - TARIAEROBIK- i big group diberi 2 songs, then kene pike step for the tariearobic n hence to perform it. Part ni mmg enjoy tapi kene make sure group to syncronize n sepakat dalamsetap gerak tari.

2nd - Ade 5 fitness test yg perlu dibuat dengan kiraan yg banyak. Time ni ramai collapse, pengsan, n surrender. Alhamdulillah aku dapat wat samapai abes. tapi after actvty je mmemag saket la otot peha n betis aku. Naseb baek aku da jogging n training few days before PAC, kalau tak lagi pancit or even injured. N seb bek aku sport people, tau la kaedah2 yg btol utk wat physica fitness tu spy tak injured.

Pengalaman: Mmg manis n tak dapat dilupakan. Tapi sebab PAC kali ni da bertukar jadi 1 ari je, yg tak best nye x dapat la nak knal ngn rmai cndidate n yg dpt knal pn x lame la..

Komen:

1) Ape yg aku dpt katakan aku da lakukan yg terbaik, pasni doa je banyak2.

2) Ikutkan task n aktiviti die simple je tapi yg buatkan PAC kali ni tough ialah calon-calonnye terdiri dari org2 yg hebat, dan masing berusaha nak expose diri, masing cube nak jadi paling bagus.

PAC kali ni mmg beri seribu satu kenangan buat aku. Semoga aku berjaya dlm PAC ni.

Result kuar bulan depan. Cuak la jugak. Huhu~ ;p

Picture: INTENGAH

PENA AZRA:: Al-Fatihah to Arwahyarhamah Kak Zarina.. ;'<

Hari ini, dalam kesibukan aku berkerja menyiapkan kerja aku yang bertimbun setelah 3 hari bercuti dan kesibukan aku utk preparation meeting esok, aku dikejutkan dengan berita yg disampaikan oleh my Colleage, Yana.

Seorang bekas staff our department (later she's transferred to Ministry of Finance after her promotion to F48), Pn. Zarina @ Kak Zarina telah kembali ke Rahmatullah pada sabtu yang lepas.
I am totally surprised of this. Unexpected. Innalillah.. Arwah meninggal setelah lama menderita Brain Tumor.

Aku sempat bersama-sama Arwah dalam lebih kurang 3 minggu je (3 minggu after aku mula bekerja before she transferred to MOF). And dlm tempoh 3 minggu tu gak aku agak mengenali rapat dengan Arwah. Arwah Kak Zarina adalah officer yang menyandang tugas aku sebelum aku mengambil-alih tugas tersebut dari Arwah. N dalam masa 2 minggu tempoh peralihan, Arwah banyak mengajar aku, membimbing dan melatih aku dalam hal-hal yang berkaitan tugas yang bakal aku ambil alih dari beliau ketika itu (tugas itu aku telah lakukan sehingga kini).

Sepanjang aku mengenali arwah dan belajar macam2 benda dari beliau, aku tak pernah tau Arwah menghidap Brain Tumor. Sebab die seorang yang ceria n cool. Die tak kelihatan seperti sakit. Aku dapat tau pn dr Bos kami, Pn. Normala yang tak sengaja pernah ada cerita serba sdkt tentang Arwah dan penyakitnya.

N aku sgt kesian dengan anaknya, Aqilah yang masih kecil dan manja dengan ibunya. Aku tak tau apa jadi dengan Si kecil Aqilah itu. semoga tuhan memberi rahmat dan hikmah atas segala kesedihan yang dirasainya.

Aku cuma dapat insaf dengan apa yang berlaku. Ajal maut di tangan tuhan. Mau atau tak mau kite harus menerimanya.

Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas roh Arwahyarmah Kak Zarina. Aminn.

Al-Fatihah..

PENA AZRA:: My Busy Day

busy! busy! busy!

since i take 3 day-off, since i am not hustling my bundle work task, since i am not step-in my office floor, since i am away for personal business..

everything growing bigger and adding more n more..that's my work task!

i am away for 3 days; wednesday - friday; in when i come back to my office, there's a lot of work!

i am handling over a meeting tomorrow. basically the day before meeting will be most busy day!

n yes i am so so busy multiple with my owed works.

try to be positve! the day after tomorrow will be your jolly day! =)

sELaMaT HaRi RayA Aidiladha!!

Hye bloggerz,

It's been quite some days since I didn't wrote here.

Yup. I am so busy for weekend break-out for entertainment n at most quite busy for the preparation for Aidiladha.

Selamat Hari Aidiladha.

I guess I am not too late to wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all Muslims. Semoga kita sama2 merasai kerahmatan Aidiladha.

7 Dec 2008.

This year we (my family) were not going back to Kampung. We celebrated at Putarajaya. Well, normally we seldom went back to Kampung for Aidiladha. Unless, all my dad’s sibling were back too. Or unless there’s important occasion such as Kenduri etc.

Here at Putrajaya, there’s a community of P9G which my father and mother quite actively participating this group of community. For this Aidiladha they had scheduled out some agendas for the celebration. All day (a day before Aidiladha) my father was out for the occasions. At day, they have some kind of ‘masak-masak’ preparing for the tonight event. My mom joined the ‘masak-masak’ or so-called ‘rewang’ (in Johorian & selangorian tounge). At night they have some ‘kenduri’ n ‘takbir raya’.

I was not joined at all the event. I am quite busy the whole day preparing for the Raya coming up tomorrow.

Morning – Evening: Anyam ketupat. I am the only one who ‘anyam’ all those ketupat. Becuz my other family members don’t have the skill. They all are not used to it. Bdw, I’ve just learnt the skill from my uncle n aunt last Raya Aidilfitri (one day before Raya Aidilfirti 2008). (Sonok gile! SOnok cuz dapat belajar dgn jayanya.hhee) Tp penat woo.. can u just imagine i make it all way alone for hours??takpe, for my family pun. After finished with that, then wut else? Masak la ketupat tu. Bab2 masuk beras dlm ketupat, let it to my bro. Huh i da penat2 anyam, then here u go get in all the rice into the ketupat! Hehe (best je buli my bro)

Night: Preparation for Meals of Aidiladha. Potong-potong ape yang patut. Goreng-goreng ape yang patut. Evrything. N my mum busy preparing Rendang Ayam, Kuah Kacang+Daging (new creative recipe) n Masak Lodeh (the famous Johorian dish) and as usual I am the co-pilot. Huhu. Nyummy. The nite before we just preparing, n cook all these the early morning of Aidiladha.

After finished with all stuff at the kitchen, I tidy n clean up the whole house. So tired at this moment la.

End of night, I went to bed with so dizzily. Penat. Tomorrow is the day. Selamat hari Raya Aidiladha!

=)

All of sudden, I remember the story of one of the Prophet. Nabi Ibrahim. Nabi Ibrahim yang diberi dugaan untuk menyembelih anaknya, Ismail (nabi Ismail). Daripada kisah ini la wujudnya Aidiladha.

~Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all Muslims. Hayatilah erti sebuah pengorbanan dalam kehidupan kita. Renung2kan dan selamat beramal~ =)

PENA AZRA:: MiSs U GuyZ LikE CraZy~

Time2 ni tbe2 aku teringat kat sume kawan2 aku. Rindu sangat kat dorang..
Aku memang seorang yang rindu kat kawan-kawan. Sebab bile berkawan, kitorang sangat rapat. Bie kita berkawan dengan ikhlas kite akan jadi sayang dgn kawan2 kite.

Aku teringat n terrindu kat geng2 Kolej Rahim Kajai UKM..
- Ina
- Nadia
- Ekin
- Iza
Teringat banyak2 seronok, hepy, teruja, sedih, ketawa yang kitorang kongsi. 3 tahun berkawan mmg da cukup rapat.

Aku teringat ayien gak. Ayien rumet aku time kat KMJ. N mase kat UKM kitorang coursemate. Tapi kolej kediaman lain2. Ayien mmg rapat ngan aku. Banyak benda kitorang share. Hal2 blaja, kawan2, crush, life, n everythg. die banyak nasihat aku in certain thing. N ade satu peristiwa besar dlm hidup kitorang yg takkan dilupakan. Tragis, kelakar, sakit hati n mcm2 perasaan wujud mase berlakunye peristiwa tu. Kitorang bagi name kisah itu 'Aku, Kau & Dia' (haha). Later aku cite la hal tu.

Aku teringat gak kat ex-rumet KMJ aku yg sangat2 dirindui. Rumet2 aku;
1) Ayien ( since die coursemate aku kt UKM so slalu jmpa la kt UKM. Tp after grad da x jmpe. Last jmpe mase die dtg Openhouse aku ngan farha n jana)
2) Fieza - Die ni mmg da 3 tahun lebeih tak jumpa dah. Last jmpe mase ari last kt KMJ la. Giler lame tak jumpe die ni.
3) Shana - Aku da alme x dgr kabar die. Tak tau die da abes blaja 0 lum kat kolej swasta tu. Since die da ade balak, die cm da laen. Cmne pn, aku tetap rindu kat rumet aku ni.

Family JAKSA aku;
> Panter, Ikiey, Afiq, Ekin, Eddy, Barvina, Karen, Wanie, Liya, Wan, Rafi, Syuk, Asrul. (1 ari nanti kite mesti reunite ok?)

Junior-junior aku yang sporting and supportive;
> Yatie, Sarah, Teha
> Sya, Ifa, Tiqa, Kak Ila, Aida, Dila, Anis, Ayu, CT, Ana, Kavi, Miza, Anne, Sheeda, Ekin, Solehah, Wani, Syida, Noor, Yan
> Us, Fyruz, Wani, Jiha
> Dent
> Dll

Coursemate aku (Bsc Chem);
> Nad, Fit, Ailee, Farha, Jaja, Jaa, Lina, Ina, dll (sume nak sebut tp ramai sangat)

Membe2 Kajai
> Batch aku ramai sangat nak sebut
> Batch2 bawah - Ramai gak yang aku knal n baik ngan dorang

Practicumates KMJ
> Ayun, Iylia, Nora, Sarah, Qila, Norul, Huda, Ilie, dll~



Aku kangen bangat sama kamoo ah~

PENA AZRA:: PTD ASSESSMENT CENTRE (Part 2)

Yeah, semalam aku receive calling letter from SPA regarding the PAC tu.

N baru aku tau rupenye die wat 1 day session je. da takde da cam before diz yang wat 3 hari 2 mlm. Maybe nak jimat kos kot. haha. wateva la janji they doin' it in proper way.

i still wondering wut it might be? wut kinda assessment dorang nak wat? tapi sebab 1 day je, i guess tak tough sangat kot. Huhu. Hope so la.

Now being, aku just nak seek some knowledge for my self-preparation for this PAC. Gudluck to you Azra!

PENA AZRA:: Seronok Giler Dapat Jumpa Membe Lame

Dis 1st, 2008

After work, aku gi jumpa an old fren of mine. very gud fren. she's a fren I known mase keje part time kt TCRS Alamanda tahun 2005 sementara tunggu masuk U. Dah lame giler tak jumpe. Bayangkan la, last bersama ngan die mase sama2 kje tahun 2005 tu. Then masing2 masuk U, aku masuk UKM, die masuk UPM. After dat, dah x jumpa2 lagi. 3 tahun tak jumpe! Until yesterday.

Well, my fren ni named Aida @ Edah. Orang Nogori. Hehe sonok la dapat jumpe. Aku tengok die tak banyak berubah. Tapi die kate aku da laen. Tak tau ape yang laen sket, muke kot. Tapi aku rase cm same je aku dlu n skrg. Huhu.

Mcm2 la cite kitorang borak, dari hal time2 blaja, hal2 skrg, kisah2 lame TCRS n lain2. Ade plak die kate da terbau2 nasik minyak kt aku. Cess. Ntah2 die kawen dulu. Hehe.

Sehingga ketemu lagi. Fren 4eva, Noraidah! =)

-AZRA-

PENA AZRA:: PTD ASSESSMENT CENTRE

Baru tadi aku dapat tahu tarikh PAC (PTD Assessment Centre) aku after da lulus exam PTD aritu.

Detail PAC tu adalah seperti berikut:

Tarikh: 11/12/2008 (Khamis)
Tempat: INTAN Kampus Wilayah Tengah (INTENGAH), Jalan Elmu, Kuala Lumpur

Huh..Cuaks gak aku bila dapat tau tarikh PAC ni..Just next week!

Dah la ari kames tu supposed aku nak wat meeting kat department aku ni tapi terpaksa tukar tarikh sebab aku kne attend PAC ni..

Erm ape la assessment yang dia akan wat tu nanti kan. Yang aku tau die kursus 3 hari 2 mlm or 4 hari 3 mlm. Then die akan test kita pelbagai aspek, cam fizikal, teamwork, leadership dll..

Pape pn aku berdoa agar lulus PAC ni..aminn~

N smpai sekarang aku masih berdilema pasal master aku tu..tapi PAC ni mesti pergi gak. Peluang datang hanya sekali. Best of luck Azra. U can do it! =)

-Azra-

PENA AZRA:: pIZZA oh PiZza~

Hari ni aku makan pizza hut lagi. Cyber blanja Kak Wan, Yana & Me. Kebetulan harini besday Kak Wan. Happy Besday to her!!

AKu da 3 kali mkn piza dlm masa yg terdekat. Tak boley jadi. Gumuk la aku camni.

Arini makan pizza. Khamis baru2 ni makan pizza gak kat The Mines masa clebrate besday adek aku. Ari Khamis lepas pn makan piza ngan my frenz junior UKM kat The MInes gak before layan Karok ngn dorang.

Tadi kitorang order Sensasi Delight Set 10 (set for 4 person). Tapi tu pn x abes makan. kenyang sangat. Takpe janji Cyber yang belanja. Haha




Kat sebelah ni ha Set 10 tu..

Piza oh piza. Banyak kali aku makan. Gumuk lak nnti. Adehh.

PENA AZRA:: Hello Friday!

Hello Friday..

how are u today? How am i today?

Erm macam2 aku rase hari nie..

> Sdey sebab x dapat join Ayu tengok Grand Premierre Cicakman 2..
> Erm rase nak demam =( Sebab semalam kena ujan. lebat lak tu.
> I feel hardworking sebab hari ni ade full-day meeting..

Sumtimes rase hari-hari aku penuh dgn kesibukan. sumtimes aku rase aku selalu diberi peluang n kesempatan utk enjoy my life.

Itulah hidup.

Whew~