Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Oh hariku!

Minggu ni saya busy gilerr!!

tak sempat nak update blog. next week ade kursus induksi la. tengok la nani da free, saya paling awal update blog. haha

p/s: tak puas ati denga Aril elimination in AF.

With Love,
---{@ Lady Azra@Zera @}---

Sunday, April 26, 2009


I have my new sweetheart!

Which is I called as 'Darling Oyen'.

Darling2 of my own, happy to have you. Welcome to my life!

To be continued..

p/s: Picta will be uploaded later if I think it is an essential. LOL. ;p

With Love,
---{@ Lady Azra@Zera @}---

My Day

Hye peeps!

Lame x update my blog..windu..

I'v been busy for past several days for some important matter..

Alhamdulillah, everything settled.

Last Friday, dah lapor diri PTD kat Intan Bukit Kiara. For that day onwards, saya dah bergelar PTD. Macam tak percaya je. Papepun once sum1 is called PTD, it means he/she is taking a BIG responsibility to the public service, to the Malaysian citizen.

I'l do the best untuk berkerja untun negara dan rakyat. InsyaAllah.

Hari lapor diri tu, sume PTD new intake berkumpul. Kitorang diber taklimat dulu before diberi surat penempatan kerja.

Rasa seronok gak dapat jumpa sume rakan-rakan seperjuangan. 90% are youngsters among those 20++ at age.

And sempat jumpa senior2 kolej and UKM dulu yang sama-sama dilantik PTD like Kak Liyana Fariha and Abang Zul.

I've been posted to MONRE- Ministry of Natural Resource and Environment.
U know wut, this is the ministry of where I did my practical (industrial training) last time. Haha-back to old place.

Apa2pun, alhamdulillah, sume selesai. Mana2 pun yang saya ditempatkan saya terima dengan hati terbuka dan penuh bersemangat.

Oh yes, dalam tempoh 2-3 tahun ni, we all batch PTD hv to go thru several series of course and evaluation. This time punye intake format quite tough la.

FYI, format lantikan PTD bermula 2009 dah bertukar. And we are the first batch. We all will come over tougher days.

In short time, we have to attend KURSUS INDUKSI PTD kat INTAN Wilayah Selatan (IKWAS) on 4th-8th May 2009. And I cn imagine how the course going to be tough. Huhh~~

Papepun saya akan wat yang terbaik - sehabis baik.

Ya Tuhan, mudah2an aku dipermudahkan segala urusan. AMinnn~

With Love,
---{@ Lady Azra@Zera @}---

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Someone is Leaving!

Today’s my very last day at DICT.

I feel so-so reluctant. It’s hard to say goodbye, hurt to wave my hand behind.

Yes, today I am really-seriously-definitely leaving!

I am leaving..finally.

I am leaving for good.
I am leaving for an opened broad doorway, for a lighter path of life in the future.
I am leaving for the sake of my coming ages.

The feels of leaving are so sucks.

To leave, I feel like losing something.
To leave, I feel a deepest sadness especially when we are partially in the bound and circle of unity.
To leave, I know I am gonna miss everything here.

And, for that,
I keep consoling myself to cheer up and out.

You should be proud of what you have been.

You should grow stronger and tougher for what you are seeking for, for what you are reaching for.

But my deepest wishes are;

~May our warmest friendship of this DICT remains forever~

~Dear palz, don’t ever forget me the way I am going not to forget all of you~

~Dear friends, just wanna let you guyz know that I am so lucky and glad to have such friends like you~

~Dear friends, pray me all success and happiness in this new career, and I will always pray for all of you for the best in your future and life~

~Dear everyone I am leaving, stay cool and happening, stay the way you are, work smarter and harder (but not much hard remember, leisure is an essential remember ;p), and be the best worker for DICT.


And I am Going To Miss the Chicken Dance, the Poco-Poco, The Perangkaan LunchMeal, the Big Laugh with my friends here, The Picnic-in-Office, The Photo Hip n Shot, everything!


p/s: Ayu and Tina, we still going han-out yah?? Love our girly days. Thanks for giving so much motivation and support.

p/s: Kak Wan, moga cita-cita tercapai n sentiasa gembira dalam hidup. Thanks for being such a nice and lovely sister of mine and the motivation. Jaga Sciencefund leklok, n Azra doakan Kak Wan will becum a teacher one day.

p/s: Yana, take care of your pregnancy. Tak sabar-sabar nak tunggu the new born baby. Must be as cute as the mother. ;p Thanks a lot banyak tolong.

p/s: Kak Mona, as DICT President Club, jangan luper invite Alumni DICT utk join xtvt DICT. Hehe.

p/s: The rest of DICTianz, thanks for being behind me, getting all the sweet and enjoying moments in here.





Sweet memories~~

With Love,
---{@ Lady Azra@Zera @}---

Cerita AF7 - Song f0r 7th Concert

This week my favourite AF7 student – Isma will sing my favourite song
- Tak Mungkin Kerna Sayang.

Favourite student sing favourite song. WOW! I love it!

Can’t wait to see this gonna-be great performance of hers.

Saturday, fast forward please~~ AF7 – Concert 7th

List of Assigned Songs for AF7 Student





Macam biasa,


With Love,
---{@ Lady Azra@Zera @}---

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Goodbye DICT

Dear readers,

Less than 3 days left before I leave DICT.

It's a very strong mixture feeling.

Extremely strong!

The worst extreme, I feel so sad for leaving this cheer of DICT community, frankly speaking.

Sad. Sad. Sad.

Rasa berat hati sangat2 nak tinggalkan my friends and all the peeps here.

But ironically, till now i am still acting and doing like nothing's going on.

I work on my big work load as usual.

And I started update my work task, n preparing anything to be left.

Even though I look so normaL and casual, deep down to my heart, I feel so-so-so reluctant and SAD to the most!

I smile to my frens with a melancholy hard feelings inside me.

I am going to leave all this!!

That's my upmost feeling. Number 1 feeling.

Number 2.

A feel of excitement.

Because I am just moving towards my dreamt job - the PTD.

Number 3.

But, despite of all that excitement feeling, I feel quite tremulous and throbbing of waiting for this 24th.

Exciting, but throbbing, full of suspense!

Becuz on this Friday 24th April I will know of where I will be posted to - at which ministry.

I feel so nervous in excitement to meet some Big Person of the nation (the Public Servant for real) and some of to-be-met PTDian fellow friends - by whom I get knew from the PTD forum and such.

I feel so enthusiastic and a dim suspense to become someone important in the nation - for the rest of my ages.

To step in the group of PTDians.

Say hello to the new career - PTD.


Hardest Goodbye to dear friend; Ayu, Tina, Kak Wan, Yana.

And the rest of DICT.

Thanks for all supports and cheers.

Gonna miss u all!

(Hard to say Good Bye)

With Love,
---{@ Lady Azra@Zera @}---

Monday, April 20, 2009

Who Are You in My Heart?

.....And Who Am I in Your Heart?

You #1
You #2
You #3
You #4



With Love,
---{@ Lady Azra@Zera @}---

Fast n Furious 4

Last Saturday, I manage to watch this 1 movie that I kept wanting to watch - Fast and Furious 4.

And it absolutely did not disappoint me. The movie excitingly AWESOME!

I even couldn't blink my eye in just 1 second for not missing every single speedy plot of the movie!

Matching its title, the movie is greatly fast and furious!

Till the last part of the story, I enjoyed very much n wish it won't end. Haha.

Dominic Toretto and Brian O'Conner did a very fantastic job.

And now, I am looking forward to watch the next sequel of this Fast n Furious.

My merit of this movie, Thumbs Up and Big Grin!!

;D ;D ;D

With Love,
---{@ Lady Azra@Zera @}---

Cerita AF7 - 6th Concert

Eliminated = Qhaud (expected)
However, Qhaud eliminated at his best performance. Feel sorry for that.

Anyway, the AF7 6th Concert is rocking awesome !

Enjoy very much the live band.

Oh ya,


With Love,
---{@ Lady Azra@Zera @}---

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Cebisan Kenangan #3

Comey nye, anak sape la nie.. ;p

With Love,
---{@ Lady Azra@Zera @}---

!i Birthday Dedication to Ayu i!

Happy 23rd Birthday to AYU!!


May all happiness surround you dear!

p/s: I grab ur pix from ur FB. jgn marah tau! this is a special dedication for u! ;)
Eh, kamu perasan tak. Muka mereka hampir serupa!

p/s: Kawen, jangan luper jemput I tau..

With Love,
---{@ Lady Azra@Zera @}---

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Dan Sebenarnya

Oh bulan
jangan layan diriku lagi
air mata membasahi pipi
dan lagu2 di radio seolah2 memerli aku
kau bersama yg lain

adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku

ku enggan
berpura pura ku bahagia
ku enggan
melihat kau bersama si dia
oh ku akui cemburu
telah menular dalam diri
kau bersama yang lain

adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku

pabila kau merenung matanya
ku rebah,
jatuh ke bumi
di saat kau benar-benar mahu pergi
seperti ku bernafas dalam air
adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu kau juga merindui aku


With Love,
---{@ Lady Azra@Zera @}---

Slot Akasia

Inikah berakhirnya
Hidupku yang ku rasa tidak
secantik potret yang terlakar dikaca
Inikah makna cinta
Datangnya berbunga bunga
belum dijamah pahitnya jelas

Ku renung kisah kita
Perbalahan antara
Erti bersama
Airmata dan lelah buat kita berbalah
Dendam terwujud segala yang indah
Hilang hilang..

Dari satu hujung ke satu
penghujung berlari
Tapi hanya makin ku jalani
Jalan jalan yang sempit sekali

Imbasan warna warni cerita cerita
dalam hidup kita
Hingga paling kelam kan terpapar
di slot akasia...

Jauhku fikirkan tentang kita tanpa kita
Sedalam dalam kita mencari jawapan yang sama
Mungkin berbeza antara jalan
yang ditentukan
Namun ku percaya jika mata
ditutup disitu ada cinta..

Berpasangan insan telah dijadikan
Dalam satu jiwa bakal
Bermusim kegelapan dapat
Namun kita manusia senang
Menyintai bukan untuk disakiti
Sejambak bicara harus ditepati

Carta belaian jiwa dilonjakkan
Tak menjunam jatuh menghempas
ke bumi
Sejati itu yang kau ucapkan
Sebuah melodi dan hanyalah satu ungkapan
Kata kata lontara sekadar ukiran

Takkan berbunyi bila bertepuk
sebelah tangan
Setinggi mana tak guna nak
Tiada dua satu jiwa tiada erti
Tiada lagi rekaan khayalan mimpi
ngeri menyelubungi
Hanya meniti hari meneliti hati

Slot Akasia - The Fabulous Cats

Monday, April 13, 2009


With Love,
---{@ Lady Azra@Zera @}---

Monolog 3


Satu ketika itu, kamu datang padaku.

Dalam nada biasa. Dalam arus yang mengalir perlahan dan biasa.

Satu ketika itu, aku pandang kamu dengan hati gelap. Hitam pekat dan gelap yang lama tidak bersuluh.

Tapi kamu cuba suluh ruang gelap itu. Sedikit demi sedikit.

Tapi hati gelap aku bukan sahaja gelita tapi keras seperti batu, malah lebih perkasa dari batu.

Kamu sudah suluh dengan lampu kamu, tapi kamu masih belum buka hati batu aku yang terkunci rapat.

Satu ketika itu, aku rasa hati aku sudah terang sedikit dengan sinar kamu. Ada sedikit kecerahan, walau bukan semua.

Tahniah buat kamu. Kamu bagi aku sedikit sinar. Terima kasih buat kamu.

Sinar kamu buat aku terpegun seketika.

Cahaya kamu buat aku tersenyum sebentar.

Nian kamu buat hati aku terhibur sekilas.

Ya, sekilas cuma.

Aku hadkan hati aku kerna aku bimbang, aku takut.

Aku cuba, tapi memang ada benteng besar dalam hati aku. Tembok besar itu, gagah dan maha hebat.

Satu ketika itu, kala aku sudah terseyum,

Kala aku sudah susun bait-bait indah dalam hidup aku,

Kala aku menari-menari riang bertemankan bintang dan bulan sepanjang perjalananku,

Ketika itu pula aku terhantuk.

I’ve been into an accident.

Sakit. Ya, aku sakit.

Kamu pernah tak dengar kisah bila orang kemalangan dan ada kompilasi di otaknya, selepas itu dia semacam berubah jadi seseorang yang lain.

Ohh, aku rasa macam aku hampir alami kisah yang satu itu.

Tapi aku bukan hilang ingatan, bukan hilang akal dan pertimbangan.

Tapi aku lebih berfikir. Lebih mendalami hati dan akal fikiranku.

Serentak dengan itu pula, bum!!!

Tembok besar itu jatuh menghimpit segenap ruang hati kecil aku.

Tembok penghadang gagah itu puncanya dari kamu.

Kamu faham kan?

Aku pernah bicara pada kamu. Kamu itu dan ini. Aku ini dan itu.

Dan kamu mendengar sahaja. Tapi kamu?

Aku suka tersenyum ketika itu. Tapi bila aku tanya hati dan akal, aku terhenti senyum. Bukan aku yang berhenti, tapi dia terhenti.

Sorry I’ve no confidence.

Dan aku pandang kamu macam aku tenung dinding tembok hati aku. Ada corak riang pada dinding buat mata aku boleh dan terus memandang, tapi dinding itu tetap teguh berdiri yang kalau kamu terus pandang, tetap kosong dan tegap begitu sahaja.

Lantas aku bicara lagi pada kamu. Atas kewarasan akal fikiran, dan ihsan hati.

Biar arus mengalir tenang, perlahan dan damai.

Tiada paksaan.

Aku percaya air sungai yang mengalir perlahan itu, sudah fitrah kejadiannya. Bukan ada batu-batu sungai, atau lembah sungai atau fauna sungai yang bisa kerah sungai itu untuk mengalir lebih deras.

Macam juga angin yang bertiup. Kalau Tuhan sudah jadikan angin itu bertiup perlahan dan nyaman, bisakah kita paksa untuk angin itu bertiup lebih kencang lalu datang ribut dan petaka.

Itu ketentuan Tuhan.

Kita harus percaya pada Tuhan, pada kejadian, ketentuan, qada’ dan qaqar Tuhan.

Biar masa seiring ketentuan Tuhan itu, serta perancangan dan doa kita.

Suatu ketika itu sehingga kini.

Aku dan kamu.

-Pen Off-

With Love,
---{@ Lady Azra@Zera @}---

Cerita AF7 - 5th Concert

This week, for the 5th concert, Sidi unfortunately has being eliminated. At first, I bet Qhaud the one that is gonna leave the academy, since I can see among those left in the academy, he was not that well to remain further in times. He’s in a way, clinging around his own plain zone. Not much viability nor improvement. So-so, I can say. Furthermore, he gained the lowest percentage of AFUNDI right before the concert starts.

Again, he was safe. For the 2nd time he’s survived from somehow people might been voting him the to the max at the very last minute that nite.

Yes, Sidi also not that well to makes him remain in the academy but at least he’s much better than Qhaud, I bet. He own a very soft-unique-good tone (I believe this), but his problem was he still not masters his whole vocal, he need to improve and colorize his singing and know how to project his tone n voice.

Bdw, past is past. That’s it. Keputusan Muktamad. Titik.

As usual, Hafiz performed his best performance. We know that, he’s awesome.

And, the performance I love most was from Isma who featured to her Hubby, Zul 2by2. Zul appearance is one big surprise to Isma, tambah2 lak the nite was their 11th anniversary.

And they performed the very sweet and romantic performance , I love it very much till I can even feel the loves and mutual of the song. Feel the loves deliver to each of them. Walaupun suda 11 tahun kawen, their romantic macam baru2 bercinta. So sweet, I lyke..

But, I just couldn’t understand when Aliff Aziz surprisingly appears on the stage (as the duet to Aishah) when he put on the necklace on Aishah and feed her a punch of cheese muffin. Couldn’t get it for real. What a puzzling drama. Nway, wuteva la kannn..

Apapun, Aril memang sempoi. Scooter Pink and Bantal Busuk ar wok! Stay cool Aril.

The story ends here, will update some more later.

Macam biasa, AFUNDI ISMA n AFUNDI ARIL. And say ur (and me too) support to AKIM and HAFIZ too. ;D

Pen off.

With Love,
---{@ Lady Azra@Zera @}---

Some Last Moments~

Thank You All.

Tapi aku tarharu dan sedih.

Aku akan ingat saat-saat indah terakhir ini sampai bila-bila. Yes I will.

..Imbas hari lalu..

Friday, 10th April 2009.

-Lunch Meal with Sweet Friend: Dan kisah selanjutnya-

-Meeting DICT-

==Sekali celebrate besday Jan-APril==

==My belated birthday present==

==Warmth Hug from The Boss==

==My Farewell Gift==

;'( Terharu~~

With Love,
---{@ Lady Azra@Zera @}---

Love My Malaysia

“Saya bersyukur Negara kita Malaysia masih aman damai. Walaupun konflik politik Negara masih dan terus bahang, tapi sekurang-kurangnya kita Malaysia masih ada dasar profesionalisme, kematangan, toleransi, bijaksana dan ketamadunan. Kita masih boleh bermuafakat dan cuba beri kesefahaman.”

I’ve said all this bila mengamati kejadian Rusuhan di Pattaya, Thailand untuk sidang kemuncak ASEAN baru-baru ni.

If this happened to my own country, I will ashamed with this kinda thing. Yeah, imagine when big and primer leader from several countries come over to your place, then ada berlaku rusuhan, doesn’t it come to a very serious and bad indicator?

Dahsyatnya politik di nagara lain. At least, I am so relief becuz our citizen not at that level. We are democratic country and citizen.

Saya berdoa Malaysia akan terus aman damai.

Tolong jernihkan kembali politik negara kita. Ini bukan masa memandang pangkat dan kedudukan, tapi masa untuk memajukan Negara dan membangkitkan golongan yang masih tidur.

Ya Tuhan, selamatkan Negara kami, bangsa kami, dan agama kami.

I love Malaysia.

With Love,
---{@ Lady Azra@Zera @}---

Anugerah Bintang Popular-Berita Harian

A big Congrats to Nabil (Raja Lawak) for being awarded as Bintang Paling Popular in Anugerah Bintang Popular-Berita harian (ABPBH) 2008.

p/s: Guwa dah agak dah die menang..

With Love,
---{@ Lady Azra@Zera @}---

Thursday, April 9, 2009


Prime Minister and Finance Minister 1 - Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak

Deputy PM and Education Minister - Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin

Finance Minister 2 - Datuk Ahmad Husni Hanadzlah

Ministers in PM dept - Datuk Seri Mohammed Nazri, Tan Sri Nor Mohamed Yakcop, Tan Sri Dr Koh Tsu Koon and Rtd Brigadier General Datuk Jamil Khir Baharum

Transport - Datuk Seri Ong Tee Keat

Science and Technology - Datuk Dr Maximus Ongkili

Defence - Datuk Ahmad Zahid Hamidi

Home - Datuk Seri Hishammuddin Tun Hussein

Rural and Regional Development - Datuk Seri Shafie Apdal

Housing and Local Government - Datuk Kong Cho Ha

Health - Datuk Seri Liow Tiong Lai

Tourism - Datuk Dr Ng Yen Yen

Human Resources - Datuk Dr S. Subramaniam

Natural Resources and Environment - Datuk Douglas Uggah Embas

Women, Family and Community Development - Datuk Seri Shahrizat Abdul Jalil

International Trade and Industry - Datuk Mustapa Mohamed

Higher Education - Datuk Seri Khaled Nordin

Energy, Green Technology and Water - Datuk Peter Chin

Information, Unity, Culture and Arts - Datuk Seri Dr Rais Yatim

Agriculture - Datuk Noh Omar

Works - Datuk Shaziman Abu Mansor

Domestic Trade - Datuk Ismail Sabri Yaakob

Sports - Datuk Ahmad Shabery Cheek

Foreign - Datuk Anifah Aman

Federal Territories - Datuk Raja Nong Chik Raja Zainal Abidin

Cebisan Kenangan 2

Tempat Kejadian: Halaman Kolej Rahim Kajai, UKM
Subjek: After Moon lite BBQ
Sumber: Eexaa's FB

With Love,
---{@ Lady Azra@Zera @}---

Life is Life

Kejamnya Si Bapa,
Kesiannya Si Anak Kecil.

With Love,
---{@ Lady Azra@Zera @}---